Everything I Notice
Essays on relationships, safety, nervous-system regulation, motherhood, trauma, identity, creativity, rebuilding, and the things I am learning as I move forward.
These pieces are personal, reflective, and written from lived experience. Some look backward. Others document what I am understanding now.
The Confession Hidden in Plain Sight
A July 12, 2018 email exchange, written more than six years before I left the marriage, documents betrayal, chronic blame, emotional depletion, and the gradual erosion of my sense of self. Later that evening, Kyle acknowledged, “I know that I’ve hurt you” and “I haven’t been good to you,” while asking me to stay.